It's been so long since I have came in contact with you, nevertheless you will always be a part of me and I will never forget the times we shared... good or bad.
I have changed a lot throughout the years and some changes were for the best and unfortunately some were for the worst..
*For one I have found someone and decided to settle down.. you may remember him..we went to prom together.. Yea that's him! I know what your thinking but it's not like that he has matured a lot and is a faithful, loving, caring man that I could see myself growing old with. Also he doesn't get on my nerves as much (wait, I take that back!).. Anyways him and I have a wonderful, trustworthy relationship and above all he makes me happier and happier day by day.
And yes.. I am faithful and honest to him as well, you know I was never the type to actually cheat when I had a boyfriend... but yes he is the only man in my life and I promised myself never to hurt him...
*On the flip side I seem to be more open and easier to let my guard down. I know, I know, that's a complete 360 degree change! Because of this I have found my feelings getting hurt more than usual, much more than they use to. I use to think that these eyes couldn't produce tears.. well I definitely know now that they can!
I know you're wondering why I am writing you after all this time, but I just wanted to let you know that although I know that I am a better person now than I ever was, and although I regret so much you taught me so much and I will never forget the things we went through! I will never forget all the stupid things we've done and all the things I wish we would have done... But of course there is no point in having regrets.... I guess that's why they say you live and you learn...
Thanks for making me the person I am today!
Love Always & Forever,
The Present Me.....
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de'ja! so funny you picked the "past me" topic, since i did as well (sort of a twist on it anyway). i like how insightful this post was to who you are but in a creative way. by being vulnerable, readers are going to find things they relate to (like the part about crying! oh my gosh, me too. i used to think i was impenetrable. turns out no!). good paragraph breaks too. .....it's a little annoying how some of the words of your post get "covered" by your (very pretty!) background. i would try to widen it manually through html if you know how (?)
ReplyDeleteDe'ja!! I really thought your post was cute. I think with this you are trying to tell readers that you are trustworthy and aren't afraid of change. I also think you're telling readers that your are open to new things. Best of luck with your relationship.
ReplyDeleteI see what she was saying about the background, if you can expand it a bit that would be cool but your template it pretty!!
I agree with Natalia. This post says that you aren't afraid of change. Somewhere along the line of life you stepped out of your comfort zone and it made you a better person. I like the fact that you keep it personal (even though you're talking to yourself:)..lol!. It helped me follow along as a reader and not get lost in what point was trying to be made. Soooo, with that said... I like! No need for changes. Love the background, borders, color and all!!
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