It's been so long since I have came in contact with you, nevertheless you will always be a part of me and I will never forget the times we shared... good or bad.
I have changed a lot throughout the years and some changes were for the best and unfortunately some were for the worst..
*For one I have found someone and decided to settle down.. you may remember him..we went to prom together.. Yea that's him! I know what your thinking but it's not like that he has matured a lot and is a faithful, loving, caring man that I could see myself growing old with. Also he doesn't get on my nerves as much (wait, I take that back!).. Anyways him and I have a wonderful, trustworthy relationship and above all he makes me happier and happier day by day.
And yes.. I am faithful and honest to him as well, you know I was never the type to actually cheat when I had a boyfriend... but yes he is the only man in my life and I promised myself never to hurt him...
*On the flip side I seem to be more open and easier to let my guard down. I know, I know, that's a complete 360 degree change! Because of this I have found my feelings getting hurt more than usual, much more than they use to. I use to think that these eyes couldn't produce tears.. well I definitely know now that they can!
I know you're wondering why I am writing you after all this time, but I just wanted to let you know that although I know that I am a better person now than I ever was, and although I regret so much you taught me so much and I will never forget the things we went through! I will never forget all the stupid things we've done and all the things I wish we would have done... But of course there is no point in having regrets.... I guess that's why they say you live and you learn...
Thanks for making me the person I am today!
Love Always & Forever,
The Present Me.....
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Today....
Eight years ago today, my grandmother passed away..
That was the most horrible day of my entire life.. my granny was my best friend and above all the best grandmother in the world..
I will never forget all the things she taught me and all the things she wanted me to accomplish in life. I know if she was still here today she would be very proud of me..
When she died everyone said things would get better with time, but actually they lied.. things get worst... Everyday I miss my granny more and more! Everyday I have to deal with the fact that I can't pick up the phone and tell my granny something that I heard or saw.. I have to deal with the fact that I can't go over my granny's house and watch the stories with her... As I am writing this I can feel the tears rolling down my eyes....
The day my granny died something changed in me.... maybe because something was taken from me.. Something that could never be replaced.... you were without a doubt the best grandmother a girl could ever have!
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA AND THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS IN THE DICTIONARY TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I MISS YOU!!!
R.I.P JOYCE THOMPSON
4/12/1928 - 1/27/2002
That was the most horrible day of my entire life.. my granny was my best friend and above all the best grandmother in the world..
I will never forget all the things she taught me and all the things she wanted me to accomplish in life. I know if she was still here today she would be very proud of me..
When she died everyone said things would get better with time, but actually they lied.. things get worst... Everyday I miss my granny more and more! Everyday I have to deal with the fact that I can't pick up the phone and tell my granny something that I heard or saw.. I have to deal with the fact that I can't go over my granny's house and watch the stories with her... As I am writing this I can feel the tears rolling down my eyes....
The day my granny died something changed in me.... maybe because something was taken from me.. Something that could never be replaced.... you were without a doubt the best grandmother a girl could ever have!
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA AND THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS IN THE DICTIONARY TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I MISS YOU!!!
R.I.P JOYCE THOMPSON
4/12/1928 - 1/27/2002
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Guess Who??!
Who am I? Today I have taken on a different persona.. remember.. I am a well-known public figure... Like Duh!>>>
Dear Beautiful Diary of Mine,
So basically today me and my best friend ( I love her) went to this kick ass charity thingie for Haiti. I feel so sorry for all those innocent people. I donated like some money and some make up and perfume because those people loss like everything and I feel so bad for them.
Just think like when I was in jail I had like an anxiety attack because I could not like gloss my lips, I could only like imagine how they are feeling. All those doctors and volunteers helping over there are like so sweet.
I think I'm going to like auction off some of my things to donate more money. That's hot! After that me and my man went to dinner and I had like the best desert ever, it was like this strawberry cheese cake, I love it!
Well that was basically my whole day. Me and my doggies are going night night now.
Muah!*
Dear Beautiful Diary of Mine,
So basically today me and my best friend ( I love her) went to this kick ass charity thingie for Haiti. I feel so sorry for all those innocent people. I donated like some money and some make up and perfume because those people loss like everything and I feel so bad for them.
Just think like when I was in jail I had like an anxiety attack because I could not like gloss my lips, I could only like imagine how they are feeling. All those doctors and volunteers helping over there are like so sweet.
I think I'm going to like auction off some of my things to donate more money. That's hot! After that me and my man went to dinner and I had like the best desert ever, it was like this strawberry cheese cake, I love it!
Well that was basically my whole day. Me and my doggies are going night night now.
Muah!*
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Do you see the Resemblance??
My uncle (Skip) always tells me I look like the R&B Singer Keyshia Cole, I never paid it any mine until my cousin (Shakyra) started to call me Keyshia!!
I still don't think we look that much alike, maybe just a couple of our features are the same..
You be the judge....
Friday, January 8, 2010
My Crazy Saturday!!
My Crazy Saturday!!!
It all began quite normal, my boyfriend (Juan) and I woke and decided to go out on a "date". It was my cousin (Shakyra) birthday as well and she was having a bowling party (my favorite!) around 9pm in Rochester. So our plans were to drop the baby (Antonio) off at Juan's mom house around 5pm, go to Red Lobsters around 5:30pm, and the movie (Sherlock Holmes) began at 7pm. The movie was about 2hrs long so we would arrive at the bowling alley around 9:30pm, which was perfect!
Well... everything did not go as planned. Antonio was not feeling very well, so we did not arrive to Juan's mom house until about 6:30pm, next I had to run to CVS Pharmacy to get Antonio some children's Motrin. Then we had to stop at my mom's house to give my little brother (Evan) some money so he could go to the movies with his friends. (Yes, he is spoiled)
Finally we were on the road to "our date" at 7:30pm! Well, since we missed the movie and the next one did not began to 8:30pm, we decided to just have dinner and go to Shakyra's birthday party. Dinner was great, everything tasted yummy. After dinner we went to the bowling alley and of course had a great time! We had a couple of drinks, my sister (Audrey) had a couple too many. But still, it was all in good humor.
We left the bowling alley around 2am and headed home since Antonio was spending the night with his grandmother. On the way home we got a blow out on our tire!! On top of that we had no spare!! We were on 696 West, only about 5 miles from our house! :( After pulling over we decided to get a room at the Embassy Suites since we were right by the hotel and it was already about 2:45am! Well..... we drove the car under the bypass and walked to the hotel. It was not even 5mins away but it was like 15 degrees outside and felt like -15!!!!!! Not only did we have to walk up a little hill but we had to jump a fence to get to the hotel! On top of everything I was in heels!! After we laughed and told the receptionist about our day, she gave us the room half price!!
Well that was how my crazy Saturday went.... I hope this weekend goes a bit smoother!!! :)
It all began quite normal, my boyfriend (Juan) and I woke and decided to go out on a "date". It was my cousin (Shakyra) birthday as well and she was having a bowling party (my favorite!) around 9pm in Rochester. So our plans were to drop the baby (Antonio) off at Juan's mom house around 5pm, go to Red Lobsters around 5:30pm, and the movie (Sherlock Holmes) began at 7pm. The movie was about 2hrs long so we would arrive at the bowling alley around 9:30pm, which was perfect!
Well... everything did not go as planned. Antonio was not feeling very well, so we did not arrive to Juan's mom house until about 6:30pm, next I had to run to CVS Pharmacy to get Antonio some children's Motrin. Then we had to stop at my mom's house to give my little brother (Evan) some money so he could go to the movies with his friends. (Yes, he is spoiled)
Finally we were on the road to "our date" at 7:30pm! Well, since we missed the movie and the next one did not began to 8:30pm, we decided to just have dinner and go to Shakyra's birthday party. Dinner was great, everything tasted yummy. After dinner we went to the bowling alley and of course had a great time! We had a couple of drinks, my sister (Audrey) had a couple too many. But still, it was all in good humor.
We left the bowling alley around 2am and headed home since Antonio was spending the night with his grandmother. On the way home we got a blow out on our tire!! On top of that we had no spare!! We were on 696 West, only about 5 miles from our house! :( After pulling over we decided to get a room at the Embassy Suites since we were right by the hotel and it was already about 2:45am! Well..... we drove the car under the bypass and walked to the hotel. It was not even 5mins away but it was like 15 degrees outside and felt like -15!!!!!! Not only did we have to walk up a little hill but we had to jump a fence to get to the hotel! On top of everything I was in heels!! After we laughed and told the receptionist about our day, she gave us the room half price!!
Well that was how my crazy Saturday went.... I hope this weekend goes a bit smoother!!! :)
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